Stumbled upon this phrase while googling hours ago.
It striked a chord in me because I can't find a better way to describe my actions in the past few weeks.
There are things I regret doing but none can be compared to what I've done recently.
I would never forgive myself for saying those things to the person who knows me more than anyone else.
Dumb, stupid, and retard, are some of the deserved words I've keep saying to myself lately.
I truly regret what I did that night. She does not deserve to hear those harsh words I said to her.
These past few days I've been thinking about what's the best thing to do right now.
Unfortunately, there's absolutely nothing I can do in my volition to undo the damage.
It hurts me a lot that I can't make her laugh anymore.
I don't know if I ever hear that voice or see that face again
but my memories with her will always remind me how lovely she really is.
I may not be a part of her book anymore
but I hope the new chapter in her life will be far better and exciting than the previous chapter.
She's that one-of-a-kind person who makes everyone around her happy.
Just listening to her sweet voice makes you smile everyday.
All that I'm asking for from the Heavens is to bless this beautiful and wonderful person with happiness in her life.
Keep that smile on her face everyday. Make her laugh again.
