It is an understatement when I say I despise chilli sauce.The texture, smell and sound it makes when it comes out from a squeeze bottle makes me squirm in disgust. If there's anything that can stop me from eating, it would be it. Just a drop on your fried chicken wings or fried rice will guarantee that I won't steal your food.
Maybe that's why mum 'graciously' offered her chilli-contaminated foods to me every time we eat out.
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Momentary lapse of reason..
Stumbled upon this phrase while googling hours ago.
It striked a chord in me because I can't find a better way to describe my actions in the past few weeks.
There are things I regret doing but none can be compared to what I've done recently.
I would never forgive myself for saying those things to the person who knows me more than anyone else.
Dumb, stupid, and retard, are some of the deserved words I've keep saying to myself lately.
I truly regret what I did that night. She does not deserve to hear those harsh words I said to her.
These past few days I've been thinking about what's the best thing to do right now.
Unfortunately, there's absolutely nothing I can do in my volition to undo the damage.
It hurts me a lot that I can't make her laugh anymore.
I don't know if I ever hear that voice or see that face again
but my memories with her will always remind me how lovely she really is.
I may not be a part of her book anymore
but I hope the new chapter in her life will be far better and exciting than the previous chapter.
She's that one-of-a-kind person who makes everyone around her happy.
Just listening to her sweet voice makes you smile everyday.
All that I'm asking for from the Heavens is to bless this beautiful and wonderful person with happiness in her life.
Keep that smile on her face everyday. Make her laugh again.
It striked a chord in me because I can't find a better way to describe my actions in the past few weeks.
There are things I regret doing but none can be compared to what I've done recently.
I would never forgive myself for saying those things to the person who knows me more than anyone else.
Dumb, stupid, and retard, are some of the deserved words I've keep saying to myself lately.
I truly regret what I did that night. She does not deserve to hear those harsh words I said to her.
These past few days I've been thinking about what's the best thing to do right now.
Unfortunately, there's absolutely nothing I can do in my volition to undo the damage.
It hurts me a lot that I can't make her laugh anymore.
I don't know if I ever hear that voice or see that face again
but my memories with her will always remind me how lovely she really is.
I may not be a part of her book anymore
but I hope the new chapter in her life will be far better and exciting than the previous chapter.
She's that one-of-a-kind person who makes everyone around her happy.
Just listening to her sweet voice makes you smile everyday.
All that I'm asking for from the Heavens is to bless this beautiful and wonderful person with happiness in her life.
Keep that smile on her face everyday. Make her laugh again.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
SM Sains Miri
2 January 2011
Just visited my alma mater this afternoon. A lot of things has changed since I left the school in 2003. New buildings, gardens, and faces. After quite some time, the school is in the headlines again. Rumour has it that the school is going to be relocated to Baram, 120 kilometres from Miri. There is also a suggestion to name it to SMK Tinjar. Supposedly, the reason for this move is the current building and location is 'unsafe'. This issue has caught the attention of ex-students, students, their parents and I. What bothers the majority of us is why did the authorities chose a location which is more than 100km away from Miri? What will happen to the current students? And why now? These questions were the reasons for me to come to the school and find some facts about this issue. Fortunately, I was fortunate to meet Ustazah Rokiah, one of my ex-teachers who is still teaching in SMSM. She was surprised to see me. 'Makin besar dah awak ni,' commented her. Haha.. it hurt a little bit but it's ok. Anyway, I explained the reason why I came to the school and she explained to me that everything is still under control. There will be no new intake for this year, classes will resume as usual tomorrow, a class reshuffle has been made and hopefully the buildings will be repaired as soon as possible. I was glad to hear that. I'm praying really hard that the school will remain there. In the mean time, I'll be hoping that my posting will come out somewhere in March.. haha..
Just visited my alma mater this afternoon. A lot of things has changed since I left the school in 2003. New buildings, gardens, and faces. After quite some time, the school is in the headlines again. Rumour has it that the school is going to be relocated to Baram, 120 kilometres from Miri. There is also a suggestion to name it to SMK Tinjar. Supposedly, the reason for this move is the current building and location is 'unsafe'. This issue has caught the attention of ex-students, students, their parents and I. What bothers the majority of us is why did the authorities chose a location which is more than 100km away from Miri? What will happen to the current students? And why now? These questions were the reasons for me to come to the school and find some facts about this issue. Fortunately, I was fortunate to meet Ustazah Rokiah, one of my ex-teachers who is still teaching in SMSM. She was surprised to see me. 'Makin besar dah awak ni,' commented her. Haha.. it hurt a little bit but it's ok. Anyway, I explained the reason why I came to the school and she explained to me that everything is still under control. There will be no new intake for this year, classes will resume as usual tomorrow, a class reshuffle has been made and hopefully the buildings will be repaired as soon as possible. I was glad to hear that. I'm praying really hard that the school will remain there. In the mean time, I'll be hoping that my posting will come out somewhere in March.. haha..
Friday, October 1, 2010
Hello World..
Hi..
I hardly have the effort to update my blog. I believe writing is not of my strengths. I always have this pressure to ensure my grammar is correct and the flow of my writing is smooth. Furthermore, I've been burdened with having to write daily reflections for the past 3 months.
Since I am writing this, I would like to take this opportunity to tell anyone who is reading this that being courteous is something that is lacking in Malaysia. For example, most drivers in its capital city are like monkeys on steroids.
So that's it for now. I've ran out of ideas.
I hardly have the effort to update my blog. I believe writing is not of my strengths. I always have this pressure to ensure my grammar is correct and the flow of my writing is smooth. Furthermore, I've been burdened with having to write daily reflections for the past 3 months.
Since I am writing this, I would like to take this opportunity to tell anyone who is reading this that being courteous is something that is lacking in Malaysia. For example, most drivers in its capital city are like monkeys on steroids.
So that's it for now. I've ran out of ideas.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Staying out of the comfort zone..
I am very worried with the majority of Malaysians today. Our obsession with control and conformity in thought and behaviour discourages the young embracing diversity. They are dumbed down by an education system obsessed with producing students with straight As and led by teachers who do not realise there is a world beyond textbooks and exams. I know that a small percentage of us are fortunate enough to study overseas and expose themselves to diversity of knowledge. But what about the rest who never leave Malaysia, who moved from a closed school to a closed university and then to a closed workplace, trapped in the comfort of their own small world of certainties? The closing of the Malaysian mind a systemic problem that needs more than individual effort to undo the long-term damage already done.
Our education system needs a major overhaul. What we need is a mind-expanding education. We want learners to challenge prejudices and stereotypes. We want them to bring in and accept change. Show them different ways of thinking by providing unbiased or unaltered knowledge. Do not hinder their rights the become innovative thinkers.
Our education system needs a major overhaul. What we need is a mind-expanding education. We want learners to challenge prejudices and stereotypes. We want them to bring in and accept change. Show them different ways of thinking by providing unbiased or unaltered knowledge. Do not hinder their rights the become innovative thinkers.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Goodbye 2009..
Thursday 31 December 2009. Like most people, I will join the band wagon of writing their final entry of the year.. Still green in this blogging world, I would keep my blog as short and simple. Let me see.. 2009 was a year of ups and downs for me. I've gained heaps of experience (and kilos). Here are some of my narcissistic highlights in 2009:
There you go. My season finale of 2009. Hopefully I can come up with more episodes next year.. I hope that next year will be better and may everyone live happily and peacefully.
Let's roar to the year of the Tiger!! ngauumm!
- Went to Sydney, Australia
- Completed my tour of New Zealand (From Wanaka to Cape Reinga)
- Survived another year in Uni
- Gathered a few Transformers and other action figures
- Stayed in Railway Campus
- Lost my phone 2 times in a month
- Went to see Dream Theater's concert bersama gadis
- Went to see WWE Raw 2009 Tour bersama gadis
- Acqua di Gio
- Satchurator (a lovely present by a lovely lady)
- Came back to Malaysia with some slick gadgets.. haha..
- Became technically 'broke'
- Endured Twilight and New Moon
There you go. My season finale of 2009. Hopefully I can come up with more episodes next year.. I hope that next year will be better and may everyone live happily and peacefully.
Let's roar to the year of the Tiger!! ngauumm!
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